feel good times

it’s been one of those days.

sitting at work and waiting for more work to come my way and feeling uninspired to go find some work to do. not in the mood for being proactive. ballet on the brain at the moment and all i want to do is dance every day.

the last two weeks have been interesting.

found out last week that i will be finished with my student loan in july! this is such great news as it is a sign that my financial plan is finally starting to take shape, only 3 months behind the initial plan but i suppose that it could be considered as teething problems. i am so excited to be removing this financial burden from me and then i can focus on the remaining burdens. this time next year i will be saving money instead of paying lenders!

i have now sent out the ‘call’ for medi man to come into my life. i have been attaching much positive thought to the call and it feels good. it is only a matter of time… nas and hans have been helpful in strengthening the images for me. i have even gone as far as planning my wedding. hehe. it’s all part of ‘the secret’ and cultivating positive imagery and feelings towards my desires.

my brothers, nas, hans, pooky, my aunt, gabs and my gran got to see me dance this past saturday. vix did another special class for me to showcase my dancing to my family, they were really happy to finally see me dance and i am glad that i was given this opportunity. bumblebee was also there to see me dance which was nice and then afterwards we went to see ‘coppélia’ performed by sabt, and i am glad that the performance was better than their previous attempts. gabs was supposed to come as well but with her fiancé fabs out of action with the flu she skipped on the show to go look after her man. i can appreciate that, but it didn’t do much for the disappointment of her not being able to come. next time… which so happens to be ‘giselle’! looking forward to that, and also glad to see that there isn’t much word on ‘dracula the ballet’ coming to a theatre near me soon!

i received my dvd ‘the male ballet dancer’ on saturday and now i just need to sit down and watch the full dvd. it isn’t as instructional as i thought it would be, but it has me thinking that i will have to take the examples (shown not explained) in the dvd and make them work for me. i am really looking forward to pulling off some of the moves shown, it is exciting but daunting all the same. i am living the dream so it’s a good feeling.

life is good at the moment, even with the current speedbump (read work) slowing me down to reaching the summit. it’s all good and now i try keep focus on the bigger picture. nas introduced me to the concept of the summit, each of us is on a journey to the summit (our goals/dreams/inspirations) and so we need to keep focus on that, taking into account that it is never a straight and easy path but a scenic and challenging one. if it was too easy then we wouldn’t truly appreciate the challenge and experience to achieve.

light and love to you all…

(‘feel good time’ is sung by pink and is taken from the album ‘try this’)

~ by freddy on 23 June, 2009.